my lover is breaking my heart hes talking about leaving the country.And i cant go with him because i cant walk away from my kids.but it would be all to easy if it werent for them but the days when i just cant stand being a wife and a mother i could walk away and not look back I know i shouldnt feel this way but i do I love my husband to no end but what this man dose for me is what i have never been able to get at home. I should have never let myself fall so far . how do i tell him i love him because he dosent think you can love two poeple